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Hello, I am so indifferent right now but I want a change, I gave my life to Christ five months ago and well I was a victim of drug addiction, sex addiction, masturbation addiction, come to think of it I remember that I started masturbating at the age of six and it went on and on for years being a victim of sexual assault and rape led to me becoming a sex addict, a pimp, a prostitute, liar, converter e.t.c , God brought me.into his beautiful arms in January and oh well being a sanguine it's hard to keep up with my relationship, the father would wake me up sometimes to pray but I'll sleep back, my movies and social media accounts became more important to me than my relationship with God The first day I fell into this evil of masturbation I was remorseful and I cried, and prayed for forgiveness, yesterday I prayed for forgiveness and today well I just feel hardened I am.reaching out cause I don't want it to be so, I know the devil isn't resting over my life but damn it's so hard to not want to cum, I live God so much but find it hard to overcome this habit Please help😣