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I caught my boyfriend cheating for the 2nd time. I just cannot bring myself to forgive him. He has begged,pleaded & tried to do things to make me happy but everytime I am alone,I get overwhelmed with the thoughts of what exactly played out that night. It’s the thought that I literally called him the whole day with no answer,only to find out that it’s because he was with another woman. The whole 4hrs of my calls. Not considering I could be having an emergency or something. I love this guy so much. For the ist time,I feel like giving up on my relationship. It hurts but I’m so paranoid that I’m scared of it happening again. It’s the disregarding of my feelings & all. This particular incident has made me go out of my character to check his communication with her. He promised me this morning that he’s going to cut ties with her but I find it difficult to believe & trust him again. If you can ignore my calls for hours because you’re with her,I feel he’s already emotionally attached. : I can’t discuss this with anyone close to me cos I’m a very private person but I’m getting sunk in on the thoughts & fears of it all. I want my relationship back to how it used to be but I can’t help but get overwhelmed by all that happened few days ago. I’m so sadddd & sick. I need advices please.