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I have a very bad experience while growing up as a kid i was constantly raped by my aunties husband to me he was doing me good till he was caught by my aunt who was later discovered to be my mom. Am 21 now, i could say i don't understand what the word rape means because sometimes my boyfriend will force himself on me and i will later give in. Or out of duty that is my boyfriend that he has the right to my body or sometimes i will be emotional blackmail to have sex with him.what are all this called? And when it comes to my friends, i tend not to get them angry i help them solve all their possible problems and also give a listening ear, only to be looked like a saint or stop been friends with cause they can't find fault with me.is it that am pretentious or what? They cover my problems as a minor one.